Coming Clean

#59 October 2018

There’s going to be a change in what I’m presenting. There will still be paintings, illustrations and scripts, but I’ve gone much deeper.

“The time is now” is what the yesterday’s Soul Circle told me. So today I fully declare the changes I have been going through. I’ve been doing my best to avoid and deny them, not shine too bright a light on them, but now I accept that this is where I am going.

You’ve seen Soul Circles but there’s more. First, a little back story…

I moved to the San Luis Valley of Colorado almost 20 years ago, having no idea it is a place where the veil between worlds is thinner and the lessons are more pronounced. To move here is to either submit to Divine Guidance or get your assed kicked again and again. Unfortunately, I chose the latter for at least the first ten years.

I took an especially hard beating for me to understand the patterns that kept repeating, getting more intense each time. Clearly, I had no idea what I was doing. I was miserable, in pain, desperate. I didn’t have much left to lose, so I asked for help.

I mean, I prayed.

My total distress and a submission to falling apart opened me up to allowing for a higher wisdom to come through. The sobbing stopped. I felt peaceful. And now it was my responsibility to go act on that message even though it was the opposite of what I would have thought was the right thing to do.

But it has always been right. Every time.

No grand announcements, just me responding to a situation a little bit differently. It proved to be so much more effective than anything I was ever taught from anyone I can see and hear.

Sorry y’all, tell me anything you want but I may not buy it. Not anymore. I have a much more reliable source of Truth now.

Little by little, one experiment after another, I became devoted to opening this channel even more.

*But kept it mostly secret.*

I didn’t want it to be polluted by the world’s view or other peoples’ fears. I wanted to experience it myself and draw my own conclusions.
And… I didn’t want you to think I was nuts.

Oh well, go ahead. Think whatever you like.

I know what I know because I’ve lived it. I’ve watched people around me change. I’ve allowed this guidance to help me heal multiple injuries, physical pain and warnings of impending illness. Over and over again I’ve been gifted with more clarity, peace and restored strength. Not a perfect life, but I know untold wellness and fun is on it’s way.

That brings us to this year.

The circles had already been nudging me for 3 years but I’d been saying no. Three years!

Finally, I agreed to test them with a few volunteers. For this I am most grateful to Scott Schumacher for believing in me and the circles all the way! I recommend his solid presence as a guiding witness to anything you are trying to move toward.

Find him here: 

Most of the volunteers had deep responses, some had intense physical reactions to seeing their Soul Circle for the first time. The ones who didn’t feel anything, I now know is also a deep response of intensely rejecting themselves. Also quite valuable information. To be shown a trueness of who you are and to reject it is inviting a cosmic smackdown from the universe, exactly what is needed to get you to fall apart.

I would know.

And there’s more to confess…

I’ve been journaling for years to sort out the madness of this world, of people I’ve encountered, of myself. I didn’t want to wait anymore for desperation to strike before I was open to that higher wisdom. I wanted it on tap and so it was.

The other day, a total stranger in Nedra Metucci Gallery in Santa Fe said to me, “I think you’re a medium.”

Okay, I give in.

I have to start using that word. I’ve channeled an entire book, for God’s sake.

The book is titled, What It Means to Serve: A Guide for Coaches and Healers. It was delivered fully organized into chapters. Every five pages wrapped up into a conclusion that would lead to the next topic. There were no outlines, no edits but for 5 or 6 changes to words to make the message more accurate. I typed it all in the span of 10 days, with two days off in the middle. I am a writer, this was not writing. This was pre-written before I typed it.

So yes, as much as I’d rather not be, I think I might be a medium.

This is all just to warn you that everything is about to change. Maybe not for you, but it is for me and you’re welcome to come along and enjoy the benefits because there will be plenty.

Everything is about to change… and I accept.

If you’d like assistance from your very own Soul Circle, arrange a meeting with me.
 I’d love to help you tap into your own peace and wisdom. It’s available to you as well.

Thank you for taking time to read my story. Please email or message me if you have questions.

Blessings to all,

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  1. Denise L Ostler October 19, 2018 at 9:01 am #

    Coolest post I’ve seen in ages!

    • Rita October 19, 2018 at 10:18 am #

      Thank you, Denise, for reading and being an ongoing champion. I so appreciate your support! Maybe you’ll post a poem here… 🙂